Going Under

50 thousand tears i've cried


screaming deceiving and bleeding for you


and you still won't hear me


don't want your hand this time i'll save myself


maybe i'll wake up for once


not tormented daily defeated by you


just when i thought i'd reached the bottom


i'm dying again




i'm going under


drowning in you


i'm falling forever


i've got to break through


i'm going under




blurring and stirring the truth and the lies


so i don't know what's real and what's not


always confusing the thoughts in my head


so i can't trust myself anymore


i'm dying again




i'm going under


drowning in you


i'm falling forever


i've got to break through




so go on and scream


scream at me i'm so far away


i won't be broken again


i've got to breathe i can't keep going under